I woke up that day not caring anymore about the worldly things, not completely of course, and I knew that the only place I would find peace was in sujood. I thought about how I suffered and my heart ached when I was unable to make salaah and how it completed me and how the acceptance of my du’as brought me at ease, they made me believe more in him. Until we are 9 we are unaccountable for the lack of sinful behavior. I was 20. That left 11 years of sinful behavior, I was sure of it. I had suffered so many hardships at such a young age and I would always end up in front of him.
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